Easy Come, Easy Go


  Hello! It’s been a while since I published my last post. I was taking time to think about several things in my life. Well, I’ve been thinking about this boy stuff again and again. This boy and I; this one precious phase of my life has taught me about many things. I once was down to face all the truth about me and him. I was crying all night long, blaming myself, and blablabla. But I took time to think again and then I tried to tell myself, to make me understand that I can’t force everything I want to happen in my life. 
  This phase of my life has taught me several things. First, letting go doesn’t mean giving up, it means accepting that some things weren’t meant to be. I found it was so hard at first –to make me understand about the reasons. And the hardest part is LETTING GO. It was and is so hard for me, like….the hardest part. I was too afraid to skip this phase of my life. It’s hard to let go someone from the past when that person has been the one I ever wanted in my future. But I know that I can’t stay like this forever. LET GO, FORGET IT, AND MOVE ON. –these are all in my mind like all the time. I’m glad that I can motivate myself, but… it’s so hard to make it in action. A sad thing in life is when you meet someone who means a lot to you and finds out that in the end it’s never meant to be and you just have to let go.
I know it’s like trying to turn around on a one-way street. I can’t give you what you want and it’s killing me. And I’m starting to see maybe we’re not meant to be.  Not Meant To Be by Theory of a Dead Man
   Second, never get attached to anyone because attachment leads to expectations and expectation leads to disappointment. It’s true. I mean I’ve expected something too much from him, spared some time just to think about him like everyday, I got addicted with his care, he ruled my world and to know the truth was like the worst part.
   “What am I supposed to do when the best part of me is ALWAYS you?” Breakeven by the Script
  Third, giving someone all my love is never an assurance that they will love me back. I once was blamed him for flirting back when he never actually felt the same way, but then I understand that I can’t force someone to love me back. Love is something natural. I never regretted for loving him anyway. Loving him was and is like the best part of this phase. It was just that I loved him too much, my mistake.
“That’s all I have, Love for you. And even if you don’t love me, that’s all the sense any of us is ever gonna get, LOVE”  –Reese, From Paris with Love
   I'm still 20 anyway. I still have a long time to go. :) Wish Me Luck, guys!

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